February 18, wednesday hinatid ako ng asawa ko sa airport cdo, masaya  ako at malungkot  while ksama ko sya sa bus kasi alam kong cguro un lang last na mgksama kmi s mindanao..namimis kona nga baby ko eh,,unfortunately pgdating ko d2 mnila ngksakit ako..cguro dahil masydo akong pgod sa airplane wala pang phinga pgdating ko kasi haba pa ng nilakad ko..buti nmn at my auntie pala ako d2 sa caloocan, ok ang buhay d2 my net pa sa bahy…makaless ako..pamashe lng problema ko..

khapon, galing ako sa agency ko, pinas ko aplication ko, afternoon, interview nila ako..nkakatkot ang interview, pinawisan ako…but so, far, ok nmn ang naging resulta, sa monday po.. darating na ang visa ko..kya mejo nakahinga na ako ng maluwag…ngaun..ngrerest po ako kasi mejo not feelng well pa..overfatigue at naiba lng environment ko..see yah

Too sad, my brod boyet in DUBai call just now

His boss will be in manila to fetch me here in philippines

and at the 3rd week of fEBRUARY  we will back go to DUbai..

hahaha..

happy ako na sad

my hubby says,panu na daw sya,,

it hurts me much,,ibut,,,

i just want to know namn anong reaction nia pg nawala ako sa buhay nia

minsan, he was full of jojkes, pero napipikon ako sa kania..

gusto pa daw nia kasi mg asawa ulit..kya iiwan ko nlng para maging msaya sya, ,malay natin

di pala sya masaya while i’m with him, though sinabi na nia sa akin na msaya daw sya pag ako ksama nia

pero dko alam sa ngaun kung ngbago naba un..hays..sana maging msaya sya sa pag alis ko.

iwan ko..nsanay na ko to him,. but there comes a time na inis ako..lalo na pg wala ako sa mood,hehehe

lagi daw akong wala sa mood,sungit daw..hahaha..

hmm…sa Feb.  11 pa makuha pasport ko,,

kya tuloy na tuloy na ako INSAALLAH,

wala akong problemahin s anak ko kasi kukunin sya ng father side nia

buti na un kysa namn sa parents kopa sya mapunta

………see yah…..

last Night,  me and my hubby  bought some foods for the preparation of incoming new year..

with his family..

i enjoy namn..hope this year will be a good start for us,,,more blessings and more happiness

I’ve been in studying in MSU for 5 years taking up Public Administration but, pa iba iba ako ng kurso kaya tumagal ako ng MSU, i have observed a lot of people from different places having different tribes which hard to adjust kasi nga minsan iba iba ang dialect, my Maranaw, Tausug, Visaya, Maguindanao etc..and one thing i have observed is that, di Lahat ng di makabasag pinggan ay virgin, i know a lot nah mukhang angel pero they involved their selves in premarital sex they even aborted a lot of baby..oh gosh! it kadiers!..as in kakadiri..the one doing that is a suicidal girl..para mona rin pinapatay sarili mo if you are doing that. i was a frat girl before but i never involved myself in this kind of life…there are many saying that a frat gurl daw was bad..etc etc..ahay..they are wrong…paano mo natatake ang sariling mong anak i patayin mo..at di ka nmn pananagutan ng lalaki mo..para kang aso na pagkatpos bigyan ng anak papatayin at gagawa na namn ulit.yes! un ang buhay abortionist! ahay…sad to say..marameng ganyn sa ngayon..MAy mga tao namn na galaw gaw pero Virgin naMn naguguluhan tuloy mga lalaki ngyon..hehehe..buti di ako naging lalaki kasi kung lalaki ako panalo ako lagi..lahat ng putahi natitikman ko..huhuhu..

and now? do you believe that..not all angel are virgin? and not all virgin are angel? hehehe it;s up to you…

My cute and adorable baby , presently, he is just four months but as you can see he act like an eight months baby. .he is one in a million baby, he is unique and everybody loves him…pinag aagawan sya ng mga grandparents nia, gusto nang inlaws ko sa kanila mapunta kahit mg hire daw sila ng maid nia gusto naman ng parents ko sa kanila mapunta ang gugulo nila ang resulta, sa akin nalang sya,,huhuhu..sad ako kasi pglaki daw nia, kukunin ng mga father side nia..huhuhu..he is the reason why we work hard, we want to give him all he wants in the future..kung iisipin hindi biro ang mg alaga ng bata at gumasto nang malaki pero di naman sayang as of now, we have jobless we only rely on a business his father and i are jobless but with  the mercy  of GOD we are living well, though malaki sya gumastos we can provide him all he want at di naman kmi logi kasi nakikita nmn na healthy siya..since he was born sunod sunod narin ang grasya sa amin sabi nga ng asawa ko swerte sya sa buhay naming mg asawa..

I can still remember when i was carrying him inside my womb, i really do like riding a single motor pinaglihi ko daw sa motor anak ko kahit saan pumupunta asawa ko sumasama ako for the sake na maksakay ng motor, kaya after i gave birth my sister in law call him mot mot short term for motor and to make it sozie as in social she made it mot mot . his father hate it baka daw pg laki nia magalit sya sa min dahil sa nick name nya but my mother in law says that mot mot stand for mamot in tagalog words mabango hehehe kaya un .sometimes naiisip ko bakit ko sya nilayo sa mga father side nia na ayaw nilang mawalay kami sa kanila at naiisip ko din na we have to do this for the sake of our baby, and what i did every weekend i set a time to visit his grandparents house with him .to be continued

I have only to see this photo, and I am overwhelmed. We have many differences. We’ve had many fights. Yet I love him. He is the love of my life. As long as we both live, I will long for his alone.

My words are always feeble. But this face. This is the face I will study and know every day of my life. This face will be more natural and real to me than my own. This is the face of the love of my life.

There are many reasons why we shouldn’t work out. We are very different people. Some of our deeper convictions don’t match. But most of them do. And it’s not always easy loving someone different than yours . But as you can clearly see, his is a face I cherish. When I’m angry. When I’m sad. When I’m content. When I’m at peace. I love him always..i have never felt i’m special person even my true parents won’t do that but, when he came i feel that way..he is the man whom i trusted more and ready to give everything just to made me comfort and make me smile..he even fight to everyone just to be with ME .he was my hero now and then in short..ready to die for my happinnes

And I’m loved right now, wholly and completely loved and I have never felt better or more satisfied with existence. Thank you ari for always being there, and thank you for being there now and then..i will loving you and our baby, Bb jalani pumbaya montila jr..

Endeed, today, I have nothing to ask for, i have a business an internet cafe and a vediok or should i say its not bar hehehe… enough for living. I wanna say thanks also to my hubby for rendering his effort money and time for these business to succed. i have my baby my healthy baby which look alike his father and every body loves him. A baby which everybody easy to get noticed because of his unique ness and he was so cute and adorable..he was love by his grandparents and all people around him .Thank you GOD kasi dmo kmi pinabyaan SA mga time na gipit na gipit kmi…

Sometimes I feel so overwhelmed with how much he loves me that I tend to push Him away. Like many of those who tried to win my heart. I tend to run away from Him, thinking that I don’t deserve such love. That I don’t deserve such attention. That I don’t deserve even to be consumed by His thoughts..but, he is still keeping me he won’t let me Go..and i dont know why.. i’m not GooD at him.but he is so good to me..he cares for me and love me more than his self hahaha..how lucky i am noh?..well, wala silang masabi.. many people know how much  he loves me and his family together with our baby thanks to his family for being there always..sometimes i was thinking  that i was so blessed and lucky to have him…

She knows when I am lonesome
She cries when i am sad
She’s up in the good times
She’s down in the bad
Whenever I am discouraged
She knows what to do
But girl…
She doesn’t know about you

I can tell her my troubles
She makes them all seem right
I can make up excuses
Not to hold her at night
We can talk about tomorrow
I’ll her things i wanna do
But girl…
How can I tell her about you

How can I tell her about you
Girl, please tell me what to do
Everythings seems right whenever I’m with you
So girl, won’t you tell, how to tell her about you

How can I tell her I don’t miss her
Whenever I am away
How can I say it’s you I think of
Every single night and day
But when is it easy
Telling someone the truth
Oh girl, help me tell her about you

How can I tell her about you
Girl, please tell me what to do
Everything seems right whenever I’m with
So girl, won’t you tell, how to tell her about you

i like this song because it was dedicated to me by a former friend of mine

and now my husband,,

hehehe,,,

i like the meaning,,,meaning full pra sa akin..

kya gustong gusto kong pakinggan di ako mg saswang pakinggan

and everytime i heard this song,,,everywhere iam..namimis ko asawa ko..

love him so much..

7tth TDM congress held at MSU MARAWI city thru the iniative of Msu RANAO triskelion and the Marawi City council…hEaded by JALAni Montila AS A chairman,

Happy second anniversary!
A time when marriage seems to settle in,
Perhaps no more remarkable than sunlight,
Perhaps no longer noticed more than trees.
Years lie ahead like roads that go cross country.
Songs of love now nestle safe within.
Even dreams are fast asleep by midnight,
Cradled in the heart like unshelled peas.
On such sweet silence let there now shine moonlight,
Neither shuttered out nor breaking in,
Descending like familiar ecstasy.

lapit na ung anniversary namin ng asawa ko..