Sometimes we have to do something para lng pansinin tayo..

peo ganun pa man …kailangan din natin isipin anong kalalabsan nun..

ahay..ntatawa ako sa mga mensahe na nababasa ko araw araw…

iwan ko matatwa ako or wat…kasi sumting like dramatic…kawawa tlga ang mga taong ganun…

ngddrama kanga di ka nmn sinusuyo…tsk tsk! ikakamatay mo ung isipin mo na kahit anong gawin mo

wala lang sa lalaki ang mga ginagwa mo..ahay…dina ako mkapg hintay na dumating na ung mgndang balita pra sa business namin…

Gusto konang lumipad peo di[pa sa ngayun..hahays…un lng po…

Having a happy family is my definite dream in my life. having a happy family with my lover and my children is a scenery that always haunts me..and I am really happy to have a , loving, caring, and comfortable husband.. although i often assault him  but  what  the best thing  about him is that  he pretends not to hear me  lalo na pag nakita niyang galit na galit ako..instead, gumagawa xia ng way just to made me laugh at to stay calm..kahit patayin kopa xa wala syang pakialam ganun kalaki pasensya nia to me…and i’m thankfull for that at un din dko makakalimutan sa kania habang buhay…he is the man who less prioritize himself mas priority nia asawa at anak nia at handang gawin ang lahat para lang sa amin ng anak ko…sometimes, when i get mad at him palagi kong sinasabi na divorce tayo kasi i believe that’s the best thing to do pero parang wala syang naririnig. palagi ko din syang tinatakasan kasi ako ung klasi ng taong papansin..gusto ko ako palagi ang sinusuyo..at ngtatagumpay namn ako he always do that,,,i know marame akong kasalanan to him and kahit isang sorry wala syang natanggap..di ako ung tepong ganun..ayaw kong mgpakumbaba lalo na sa isang lalaki lang..mapride ako..i dont know someday cguro i will do that, ksi it’s a big sin especially Ramadhan ngun..dko kasi nafeel na galit sya sa akin kahit galit ako kya wala nalang sori feel ko kasi di tlga sya nagagalit sa akin ever..At ngaun, pagdating namn sa anak namin alagang alaga sya…i wonder kasi like father like son kutis lng namana sa akin ng anak ko..pero ok lng..atleast nakikita ko ama nia when he was away..they are my life and my everything..

there are so many reasons for me to think positively about my life, so I  try not to focus on just the bad stuff! If I can just stop and let Myself see my life with clear eyes,I  should be able to sense a new beginning coming.

just like now i received an emaiL from our own brods which lightens my day…YA ALLAH give me more barakah dis year.. and all the years may came..SA totoo lng happy ako kasi matutupad na ung promise sa akin ni ARI…hahahay…Love tlga kita so much ever!

today, is the first Day of Ramadhan…

insaallah …GOD will giude and protect us..

kararating lang namin galing sa town campo Ranao kasi pina inject ko anak ko…BCG, hepa, DPT ,at OPV, naakawa tlga ako sa anak ko..kasi at first di sya umiyak peo nung last na umiyak sya…

msakit sa nanay na makita ang anak na umiiyak,,,huhuhu…

di naman ako nahirapan sa biyahe ksi sakay kmi sa trak nang mga grand parents nia

it was November 10, 2006 night when my ex boyfriend went in our boarding house near in com cent..he went there often we used to play a card and bonding with our brods nd sis, but deep inside he has another motives..he want to get me back because nakikita niya na marameng nanliligaw sa akin na mga brod namin..di ko naman mga type although mga mayayaman at mga guwapo..but ayaw ko ng may karelasyon..kasi base on my experience sa mga kakilala ko mga GF’S ng brod ko nabubuntisan dahil un sa sobrang kapabayaan nia sa sarili nia..sya mismo ang lumalapit at pumupunta sa bahay ng lalaki..nwalan na ng respeto sa sarili nia..kya ang resulta nakadaming abort narin ..that’s the big reason why i hate na magkaroon ng boyfriend..since my Ex dump me for the same reason.naawa sya sa gurl kasi nga ganun din ang sitwasyon..kaya ayaw niang iwan..at ngpapakamaty din ang gurl pag sinasabing maghahanap sya ng iba..katangahan ng gurl na yun ngpapgamit sa lalaking di sya mahal..well, let us back to the truth that we must to know…that NIGHT he came and i tot he wasn’t serious..he said he will sleep inside our boarding house if i’m not going to talk to him..he was smart user that time but he shifted to TM because nalaman nia na TM ako ..nilolodan pa ako pg di ako makksagot sa mga text nia khit iang sgundo lang ganun sya ka sincere na balikan tlga ako dahil narealise nia na mali pla sya sa ngawa niang pang iiwan sa akin beside meron syang mabigat na dahilan and i know that and i understand him..he texted me na lumabs daw ako ksi he want us to talk at nireplyan ko na khit mamaty kapa sa kahihintay sa akin jn sa lbas di kita lalabasan..sabi nia d2 ako matutulog sa lbas pg dimoko nilabsan kasi simula ng malaman ko ng my plano na syang balikan ako iniiwasan kona sya khit pipunthn pa ako sadorm ko dko nilalabsan ksi i was thinking that he was my brod and my Gf pa xa..then, tinutuo nga na dun sya natulog..it was 10pm we he arrives in our boaardning house pero nilabsan kong sya nung makonsesya ako at totoo nga dun tlga sya ng sleep..nilabsan ko sya around 1:AM see?..ang tgal niang nghintay,,nakatulog panga ako eh..tos..un ngmamakaawa sya na mg usap daw kmi..he asks me if i still love him and take not..i said NO..i dont love you anymore..

umalis sya na umiiyak at kasi pinagtulakan ko sya palabs sa gate ng cotege namin sa NORZILA, peo deep inside umiiyak din ako kasi naawa ako sa klagayan nia..and wat he did kinabukasan is pinupunthan ako palagi kahit dko pinapansin..tos my pasalubong ako palgi na chocolates..nahulog din namn ang loob ko kaw nmn..tao naman ako noh..marunong maawa..sabi nila muling ibalik…ang sya nmin sa mga oras na un kung saan saan kmi pumupunta para lng mgbonding..we went in CDO and we spent our night there..hanggang sa mbalitaan niyang my mg aasawa sa akin..at tinanong nia ko if ppayag ko.sbi ko uu dahil yan ang kagustuhan ng mag mgulang ko..at sya nmn ang tinanong ko sbi nia..ayaw ko..without knowing my isa rin plang babae ..that gurl was his EX..

upon hearing na my mg aasawa sa akin.tinawagan kaagad ang mother ko telling he was my BF at mghintay daw parents ko kasi darating mga mgulang niya sa bahay namin.but the probs is the gurl is there na the kasal is naka sked na..wat he did is he told to his parents na di xa papayag untill di sila mamanhikan sa amin..aug20 ng dialaga kmi at pinalabas it was me the reason the extension of thier wedding, kasi iba namn un…ikakasal ka sa iba tos my iba k palang mhal na pakaksalan din..my bf told me that, it was the gurl who made a move para makasal sila and wala syang choice because lalaki sya…nung marinig kong my gurl din pala..i broke up with him..kasi ayaw ko naman na nakikipag saw saw ..besides wala naman nwala sakin..at isa pa i’d rather choose my bethro dahil dun kmi titira sa DAvao kung di nhadlangan kasal nmn..but sad to say, naksal din kmi…happy namn ako ksi ako lang palagi ang bida..hahaha..my inlaws love me much..ksama ako sa lahat ng lakad ksama ko sila sa hirap at ginhawa..

today, my anak na kmi as you can see,,a very healthy baby…I’m jobless for now..just staying at home lang ako..my husband told me i have to rest kasi bagong panganak pa ako sya nalang daw mgtatrabaho.. ok lng namn kasi wala kming binabayaran iniipon lng namin ung pera namn..all i have to do is palusugin baby namn at alagaan muna.while maliit pa xa..ayaw ko rin siyang iwan sa kahit sno..even my mother mas gsto kung ako ang mg alaga..after a month we’re planning to have our another business INSAALLAH that is an internet cafe ..the 2 vediok’s are operating and  we want to make it three..

My first true moment of motherhood, the moment that I felt that I was finally a mother, not just a patient in a hospital who had just happened to give birth earlier, was around approximately 2 A.m. after my son was born earlier that day. By that time, any pain shots had worn off and I had gotten some rest. its hard to give birth but they said one single smile of your baby will ease all the pain you’ve felt before..as of now, my baby is with me i feed him on my own but i guess he is not satisfied seems i don’t’ have enough milk, i don’t have a big boobs either, that’s why my husband have to buy an extra milk for him, before, i hate staying at home it made me bored but now, I’m not getting bored anymore i have my baby and his father often to visit his son though he is busy in order to earn money…inay ko naman palaging pinupunthan anak ko kasi kukunin nia..since di nia ako naalagaan nun, kasi i was adapted by my rich lolo,,pero ayaw ng mga manugang ko lalo na ung mother in law ko..mgkakamatayan daw kami kung ipamimigay namin anak namin..kahit xa daw mg alaga bsta lang wag lang mawala d2 sa pamamahay nia ang anak ko..araw araw kasi pinapaliguan niya,, ni hindi nga madapuan ng lamok how lucky namn baby…at ako rin ayaw ko nman ipamigay ang anak ko even to my parents kasi i want to watch him grown up..hindi man lng makaiyak kasi and2 na lola nia ano daw nangyayari sa apo niya..naiisip ko tuloy baka sobrang spoiled ng anak ko pg laki niya..at night, my husband was the one who watched him…and played with him,,and morning naman mglalaba asawa ko before xa umalis .wawa namn c tatay..dito lang daw ako sa bahay para sya ng mghanap buhay.. ahay ! sarap nang buhay…i’m lucky..

JUly 5 2008, Bb Mohammad Jalnor was born around 2:00 in the morning weighing 7.8 pounds, at DR. Ivanez Clinic, Villa Verde Iligan City. He is healthy and intelligent baby for all i know..as of his age his grandmother used to bathe him everyday and he really loves it,,,Now, he is just 1 month + and as you can see para syang 6 months alagang alaga kasi yan eh…ngpapsalamat din ako sa mga inlaws ko kasi inaalagan din sya pag wala ako,,masuwerte ito kasi sya lang nkatira na apo sa mga grandparents niya.

There is these one girl who happens to be my enemy, actually, i never did anything to her but, i don’t know why she is keeping on posting and tell to everyone a big lie about me..she believes that she is perfect when in fact she is worst than me, she had done a lot of things which everyone can’t take,,,

and pretend she didn’t do it…and keep playing innocent..and Now, look at her..she is now dying and wretch..

God punish to those sinful and wicked…

and bear in mind that, what you put is what you get out,

be kind because life is an echo it gives back to you what you have given  so, stay nice even if others are NOT, and have faith in GOD..

july 5, 2008, exactly 1:55 oc’ lock in the morning i give birth to a healthy baby boy, it’s hard to give birth but, my husband.. gives me streghth . i’m very thankful because he was there..and never leave me..he was my taga bantay now,,ang taga laba, taga luto… lahat.. i feel how being care ..sarap pla pag ang mahal mo ang ng aalaga sayo..sinusubuan kapa..kasi nga ayaw niang mabinat ka, na feel nia ngayon wat feel ng babae sa pg aalaga ng aswa..

some said i’m very lucky to have my husband and to his family, kasi nakikita nila how supportive they are to me..kming mag asawa..and thanks for my in laws for that..thanks rin sa asawa ko kasi sya lahat lhat..

ngyon ko nkita gaano ako kamahal nang asawa ko..ngyon ko lng din sya naitindihan..laht nang gingwa nia para sa kapakanan ko at sa baby namin..kahit saan sya naitatanong parin niya kalagayn ko at ang pinakamamahal niyang anak..

happy din ako kasi lahat ng family nia andun..

with all his aunties and cousins are there during my delivery…bsta..no words can explain how happy i’m ryt now..

SAbi nga nila.. treat others as you would like them to treat you..paano ka nila pupunthn, if they can’t take your pagmumukha.. mukha kanangang unggoy at baboy dagdagan mopa ng kasamaan..hahaha

well, di ko mablame mga ganyng tao kasi naman kaw ba namn lukuhin with all the family lies to you..even your husband,,Hmmmp..i will do the same thing too if i’m in that person part

and me…happy to have kid,,cute baby boy look like his father…

so far, di naman ako nahirapan sa panganganak…parang wala lang …GOD save me siguro…I’m thankful kasi nakaligtas na ako sa kinatatakotan ko..pinghandaan ko tlga to masydo..at buti rin walang naiba sa itsura ko..di ako natulad sa mga ibang buntis jn na mukha nang unggoy at BABOY ngun dahil sa kakulangan ng exercise..because they believe it’s the best for them..How blesses Iam..